"So that's it now?" Megan asks, as we chat on the phone. It's Monday and my third week at the country club working as a poolside bartender.
"What's it now?" I ask, speaking loudly into my phone mounted on the dashboard as I make a right turn.
"You're a bartender now who slings drinks for lazy uptight housewives."
I grimace at Megan's description of my job.
"I prefer to think of it as making ends meet until my wonderful husband returns to me."
"You mean gets out of jail," Megan corrects. I roll my eyes and grit my teeth slightly.
"You certainly have a way with words," I tell her. Megan sighs.
"I'm not trying to be rude, I just hate seeing you in this position. You should be hanging out with those women, not serving them."
The light in front of me turns yellow and I decide to slow to a stop instead of chancing it which earns me a loud honk from the car behind me.
"It's not a big deal," I say to convince Megan and also myself. "It's not forever. And sometimes it isn't half bad. Yesterday I watched a kid push his mom into the pool and she literally had an emotional breakdown because she said her swimsuit was a material that couldn't get wet. What does that even mean?"
Megan laughs and I make the turn into the country club driveway.
"Well how about we do dinner on Friday and you can tell me more about it?" Megan suggests. "I still don't have a car though. Mine will be in the shop for another week at least. So you'll have to drive here. How about Hanbury's?"
"Ugh, that's half an hour away," I groan as I park my car in the employee lot.
"I'll get you that dessert you love. The double chocolate brownie with coffee icecream on the side."
My mouth waters at the thought.
"Alright, fine," I agree. "That's really the least you can do for making me dress up and drive half an hour."
"You'll survive," Megan assures me. "See you soon."
I lock my car and head in to the club.
"Good morning, Callie," Mr. Taylor says, waving to me as he walks by. "Have a super Monday!"
I wave back to Mr. Taylor wondering what his wife puts in his corn flakes every morning for him to be this chipper at work.
I head to the bar and busy myself with cleaning and setting up before the bar opens at eleven. Like clockwork, Lorna shows up at eleven thirty and orders a mimosa.
"I wonder if you could make a mimosa with fruit punch," Lorna says, sipping her drink.
My eyebrows crease in confusion and my mouth hangs open for a moment.
"Um...what?"
Lorna looks up as if surprised that I heard her.
"Oh, sorry," she says quickly. "I was just thinking out loud. Sometimes when I'm stressed, I try to distract myself with nonsense to make me laugh."
"What are you stressed about?" I ask with a huff. "Can't decide with six hundred dollar shoes to buy?"
Lorna gives me a distressed look and I feel guilty because it is obvious she is dealing with something real. At least real to her.
"It's Bethany," she says in a hushed voice. "She's been acting weird lately. Like she is keeping secrets. We have always told each other everything but recently when her phone buzzes, she hides it from me. Like she doesn't want me to accidentally read her messages. And last night she canceled our dinner plans because she said Raymond was working late and she wanted to stay home and make a nice dinner for him."
I shrug as I wipe down the counter.
"So you're upset that she is being nice to her man?"
Lorna shakes her head.
"No, she was lying. One of Raymond's friends tagged him in a picture at a birthday party last night. He was at a bar, not working and not at home with Bethany."
I pause, mid-wipe.
"So wait, Bethany canceled plans with you to stay in with Raymond but he wasn't home. So you think she was out with someone else?"
Lorna nods again.
"Exactly. I texted all of our friends thinking I had missed an invite but none of them were doing anything. They were all home. Which means either all of my friends are suddenly lying to me or Bethany was out with..."
Lorna pauses.
"With a man," I finish for her.
Lorna takes another sip of her mimosa looking distinctly uncomfortable.
"And I hate to accuse her of anything but what else could it be? She doesn't have a job so it wouldn't be work related. And she loathes going out alone."
"It isn't too far fetched that she might be with someone else," I admit, keeping my voice low.
"She has been really vocal about how displeased she was with Raymond losing Teddy's case."
"You're not wrong," Lorna says, "But Ray has lost cases before and she has never acted like this."
A customer walks up then and orders a glass of white wine. I pour it for her and she goes back to her pool chair.
"Well you can confront her about it," I suggest, and Lorna looks at me as if I told her she should skydive with no parachute.
"I couldn't possibly."
"Then I guess you just won't know until or unless she clues you in," I say with a shrug. "Either way, there's no reason to stress yourself over this. It isn't your problem."
Bethany walks up just then and sits down by Lorna.
"What isn't her problem?" she asks. Lorna looks at me with wide desperate eyes trying to think up a lie.
"She's upset because Carson is having trouble closing a deal with a client at work," I say.
Bethany rolls her eyes.
"Of course he is," she says to Lorna, setting her bag on the counter. "Your husband has the conversational skills of a dead leaf. He wouldn't even have that job if his uncle wasn't the boss of the company."
Lorna frowns slightly at the insult.
"Calamine is right, don't worry about it." I frown this time at the use of my full name.
"What can I get you to drink?" I ask, forcing a smile. Bethany is about to answer but her phone buzzes. Just like Lorna described, she picks it up and angles herself away from both of us to answer. When she puts it down, she turns back and sees us both staring at her.
"Just personal family business," she says simply. "What were we talking about?"
"You were going to order a drink,"I remind her.
"Ah yes," Bethany says. "How about a mimosa."
I grab a glass and Bethany absentmindedly watches me make her drink.
"I wonder," she muses, "if you could make a good mimosa with fruit punch."
The week drags on and finally it is Friday. I put on a knee length black dress that hugs in all the right places and a pair of black heels. I sold a lot of my designer stuff to help with expenses when Teddy first went to jail but I kept a few pieces for what occasional outings I could still afford.
I get in the car and drive the thirty minutes to Hanbury's. Megan is waiting for me out front with a light blue dress and white strappy heels.
"It's good to see you looking like your old self," she says, giving me a side hug. "How was the third week of bartending?"
"Not terrible," I say. "But tonight I think I want to talk about literally anything else."
Megan laughs and we walk inside and are seated quickly. As I browse the menu, Megan talks about work and the stress of being a fitness trainer.
"It's like everyone wants to lose weight without working for it," she says.
"That's why you have a job. You yell at them till they do work for it," I tell her. Megan tilts her head as if considering this.
"You're not wrong," she admits. "I am good at motivating people."
I open my mouth to say something else and as I do, I notice out of the corner of my eye that Bethany is sitting across the dining room at a table for two with a man I haven't seen before. Megan notices me staring and looks over.
"Who is that?" she asks.
"One of the women from the country club," I tell her. "I told you about my regulars, Lorna and Bethany. That's Bethany. Lorna told me on Monday she thinks Bethany might be having an affair and based on that man not being her husband, I think she may be right."
"Maybe it's a brother or cousin or something," Megan suggests. Just then, the man reaches over, takes Bethany's hand in his and gives it a lingering kiss.
"Maybe not," Megan says.
I continue to stare and suddenly Bethany's head turns. She scans the room and her eyes land right on me. I blush deeply and immediately hold the menu up to cover my face.
"Is she looking?" I hiss to Megan. "Is she still looking?"
"She's kind of...glaring actually," Megan says.
"Dang it. Alright, I'm going to slip out to the bathroom. If she comes to talk to you, tell her it wasn't me."
"What?" Megan asks, looking at me like I'm insane as I throw the menu down and all but run to the ladies' room.
Once in there, I slam the door to a stall and stand there nervously. I try to imagine in my head how long a conversation between her and Megan would last and when it will be safe to go back to the table.
A few moments later, the bathroom door opens and I hear the sound of heels clicking across the floor. I see a figure stop in front of the stall where I'm standing, the sides of her just barely visible through the cracks in the door.
I stand as still as possible, barely breathing, as if maybe that will make me disappear.
"Calamine," says the figure's voice. "I know you're in there."